I had this dream just now that I was in a huge room, the size of a hockey arena, with a projector screen at the front. The room wasn’t full of students. It was like 30% full. There were tables and chairs for us. We were assigned a project and everyone had to get into groups of 2 or 3. I didn’t have anyone. It wasn’t a big deal because I knew more people were coming to this class. This guy I had a crush on when I was a kid and again when I was in high school was there. So I was very self-conscious about every move I made. I also happen to tell my favourite teacher that “I hate school.” with a smile on my face, but she appeared surprised and disappointed. Then the room filled up with more students and this turned into a math class and another teacher was taking up the answers to a test. I was chewing a huge wad of gum and I have had it for much too long. It turned really gross and mushy. I was trying to spit it out before I choked on it. It fell apart and I was trying to discretely get every bit of gum out. Then I noticed a teacher in the back, looking my way, and it looked like I was in trouble. I actually did get in trouble in Grade 7 for chewing gum in class, but I, apparently, thought this was high school. I was thinking about whether or not I’d be in trouble for chewing gum. The the teacher came over and the girl next to me was in trouble for, I dunno, plagiarism or something. I tore some corner pages from my notebook to dispose of the pieces of gum. The notebook was full of doodles, rather than class notes. Long story short, I think this was just another dream about public embarrassment during school.

And also, I don’t even like that guy I had a crush on, when I was a kid, anymore. Get out of my dreams, bro! Honestly, if I was the way I am now, I wouldn’t care if I got in trouble for chewing gum. LOL, lame. I watch horror movies every night and I dream about mundane social adolescence problems. I watched a lot of eye-gouging yesterday, and yet, I’m more afraid of being embarrassed in front of people I never see anymore. Bahahaha, loser!